well. i suppose it's a tingling feeling when your life revolves around someone. it's like your happiness is dependent on her happiness. i find myself reaching that stage again. hmm, i must be careful not to fall, watch my step. and most importantly, pray for God's guidance. for without Him, all things will fail. okay, doing duty on sat is a weid feeling. waiting for friends to come online. but when the ones i want to see come online, i always somehow have to go do some report or something and when i come back, they're gone. watching, waiting.